When I first started exploring the internet about my "diaper desires" back in 2004/2005 (I was 11/12, in 6th grade), deemed was the first place I found, and really the only since it was so large of a library. Plus, I didn't want to join a forum due to my age and also not wanting an account or to talk to anyone about it.
Anyways, at first I was belated to have found the site since I knew there were many others like me and that I wasn't the only one. But, with every story I read, I started to feel more and more ashamed and dirty, thinking that THAT site defined this side to me. Thank God I found out that is NOT the case a few years later.